It's past my bedtime but I'm having trouble falling asleep, so I thought I'd update my blog. There's actually not much to report. I had a nice relaxing day spent mostly out on my front porch swing. When I move to MN, I am going to really miss my front porch swing. MN hardly has any front porches at all. Lots of decks on the back of houses though. The one I'm moving into has a nice sized deck. I guess I'll be hanging out on it during the summer months.

I am a little bit worried about how much work I am going to have to do to the place I am renting. I know I am going to have to paint and probably by a new bedroom set. I mean furniture, bedding and all. That'll set me back a couple of $Ks probably. But it will be worth it to have my nice living space and to be close to my boys. I still can't believe they want to go live with their dad.

Well, I will just have to adjust to a whole new way of life. One without kids 24/7. I won't know how to act. Also a life with a lot less money since I'll be losing child support and spending money on rent. It isn't going to be easy. Budget budget budget. Just when I was getting used to the idea of NOT being in a financial bind. Oh well, we'll just have to get by the best we can. Hmmm, I mean I'll have to get by the best that I can. I will be on my own. I can't get used to the idea. Maybe I'll meet some hunky guy who'll want to spend a lot of time entertaining me and I won't have to feel so alone all the time. That would be nice.

I guess we'll just have to wait and see what this next chapter in my life will hold. As long as it is good stuff. I am sick of bad stuff happening. You hear that God? I only want good stuff to happen to me this time around. :-) Wish me luck on that one. Until next time...g'night. CL