I HATE CANCER!!! My cousin, JD was diagnosed two days ago with lung cancer that has metastasized to her brain. Stage IV and 3 months to live! She is only 52 years old. I am so upset and angry right now. I went to visit her in the hospital this morning. My mom went with me. She had just received a steroid dose and was non-stop talking, but she is very scared. If you are reading this, please send her energy and send God a prayer. This is really freaking me out. She lived with my family as a teenager, so we are pretty close. I was just at her house a week ago. She was feeling dizzy and diagnosed with vertigo two weeks before. Well, it is the brain lesions that is causing her to be dizzy. I don't know what prompted the scan of her lungs, but they found a huge mass in between the two. Life is so unpredictable. I mean, I knew that, but still.

I am obviously upset. I will try to blog again another time. When I am calmer.